The Love Diaries

I’m looking through the posts about Sensa and can I just tell you how annoyed I am that all the haters are skinny? That’s stupid to me. So you’re thin and weightloss is easy for you? Well fuck off, some people in this world have hurdles to jump that you just can’t even imagine. I’m there, I’ve got an uphill battle with this thing and if Sensa helps, no matter what I’m shaking it on, I’m game. I’ll spend the money, because my next option is harder, more difficult, less effective.

So unless you have the extra weight to loose, quite hating. And if weightloss is so easy for you, how about some helpful tips rather than bullshit rants about how it’s SO UNHEALTHY!

I’m really sorry that my Thirty Day Challenge isn’t being posted about every day… Let’s make this more of a… Sixty Day Challenge. Since I can’t seem to blog every day! Sorry guys!!

That’s the core of my religion. Beyond that if we disagree on the small stuff I don’t really care. I don’t pray to the Mother Mary, I don’t think that’s right. I pray to God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Consequently the same person.

I feel that believers go to heaven when they die and that non believers perish and spend eternity in the lake of fire (hell). My beliefs also teach to love others as you wish to be loved, not to have idols, and not to commit murder or adultery.

That’s basically what I believe in a nutshell. I won’t shun people who don’t believe what I do, so don’t be shy.

Stupid kids…

If you think you’re going to fit in one day, stop dreaming. You’ll never fit in. Life just doesn’t work that way. There is no “in”. There are millions of people trying to fit “in” and it turns out that everyone is just their own person. Who knew?

To the skinny girls who want to be skinnier, grow up. Look in the mirror and see what’s really there. You want to be a 6ft size two? I’m sorry, settle for a 5’4” size 4. You’re beautiful. I’m a 5’10” size 18 and I’m perfectly comfortable in my skin, wanna know why? Cause I know God loves me just the way I am, and He sent me a man that does the same.

Speaking of boys!! You ladies are out there looking for the six-packed, blond haired, blue eyed, Prince Charming to ride up on his horse. News. Fucking. Flash. Life doesn’t work that way either. Boys who look that good are arrogant and mean. K? So if you want to live a miserable life, go by that criteria. Otherwise, maybe try finding a nice guy who might actually like you for you and not your dress size.

Lastly, you’re twelve. Get off Tumblr, turn off your phone, log out of Facebook and go play outside.

Settle in folks, this one’s going to be long.

I am a user of alcohol and marijuana. I am not against them, and I do feel “canibus” should be legalized. Here are my reasons:

• Marijuana has been proven to have health benefits without the side effects of prescription drugs. Yes, marijuana can cause problems later. But if your options are “Here, take this drug and possibly die now” or “Here, get high and maybe forget who you are later in life” I’ll take my chances.
• Taxing pot like you tax cigarettes would be astranomically beneficial to the Unites States economy. If you want pot badly enough, you’ll pay anything. Legalizing, putting it on a shelf, and taxing the shit out of it would make millions if not billions of dollars for the government. Their stupid not to.
• While I do believe pot should be legalized, I also believe there should be stipulations. Such as an age limit, or a limit on how much you can buy at a time, specific places you can buy it, so on and so forth. I think you should only be able to buy and use marijuana if you can be held legally responsible as an adult in a court of law. For example, if you get “too high” and hurt someone, you need to be at an age where I judge can resonably charge you as an adult. Children should not have access to marijuana for any purpose.

All that talk about pot made me thirsty:

• In my humble, and educated, opinion, alcohol is a much more dangerous drug than marijuana. Alcohol has terrible, immediate, effects on your body. Such as, liver damage, brain damage, trouble thinking clearly, and sickness. Marijuana makes you hungry, and focused.
• I do feel alcohol is “fun”, but I also feel it’s over regulated. To be 21, and in some states 25, before being allowed to drink alcohol is ridiculous. At age 16 a child can be held legally responsible for their own body, be emancipated, get married (with parental consent), and drive a car. At age 18 a young adult is deemed responsible enough by the government to get married without consent, adopt a child, serve their country overseas, work full-time, own their own home, and borrow large sums of money from the government or banks. Why then must we wait until age 21 to consume alcohol? Is it about brain developement? I’m sorry but when’s the last time the federal government cared about your health? They don’t give half a shit about mine. Anyway, all that to say, if a man can take a bullet for my freedom, I’d like to buy him a beer when he comes home safe and sound.
• Lastly, I feel like whether or not to drink alcohol is a personal choice. If you don’t want to, that’s perfectly fine. I’m not going to hate you. I’m not going to judge you. I might think you’re weird, cause I love my illegal drugs so much, but I’m not going to make you try it or pressure you into being with me when I do.

Those are my feelings on drugs and alcohol. Aside from marijuana, I think drugs are dumb. If you’re going to pump chemicals into your body you may as well pay for you funeral now, save us some trouble. My uncle died of a Heroin overdose. While I do enjoy my pot and drink fair amounts of alcohol, I do not in any way abuse either privledge. I understand the dangers of the drugs I put into my body. I know when enough is enough. I also see a difference between pot (a plant that God put into the earth) and heroin (a patch of chemicals cooked up in a lab).

I don’t in any way encourage the use of illegal products. If you think you’re invincible, think again. People die every day because they think they can handle more than they really can. Life’s fragile and not something to take lightly. If you choose to drink and do drugs irresponsibly, it could cost your life.

Now that everyone knows how I feel about it and I’ve added a disclaimer (Disclaimer: in no way am I encouraging the use of drugs and alcohol, especially to individuals under the age of 21) I am going to bed.

What do you guys think?